【E】2015.02 CECI
CECI's Exclusive Conversation With Jung Yong Hwa
CC: I saw the CNBLUE news and found your overseas schedule very full. How
do you feel above flying around the globe busily like that?
YH: When I looked at the fully packed schedule, I felt that the 24-hour-day
is very short and wanted it to be longer. (Laughs) Actually I never pay much
attention to the schedules. I want to treat the schedules like missions given
to me. Whenever I finish one, I have this satisfaction. When the long overseas
tours or drama filming finished, I always have this delightful thought, "I
succeeded! I've grown!" That's the best feeling ever.
CC: The Three Musketeers was the first period drama you took part in. It
must have contributed much to your growth!
YH: Period dramas is a brand new challenge. When I was offered the part, I
had the overseas concert tours scheduled already, but I still wanted to try it.
The Three Musketeers crew was mainly comprised of crew members of Nine, so the
vibe in the sets were particularly great. Everybody took great care of me, and
the very professional filming ended happily. It was utmost challenge to my
physical strength jugging between filming and overseas concerts, but I actually
felt empty when the filming finally ended. I had that "I don't want it to
end" feeling for a whole month. Luckily I had concerts to immerse myself
into soon enough.
CC: In the weibo chart these days, you are always No.1. And your song was
among the Top 50 songs on twitter announced by Mashable (US). The year 2014
must be a fruitful year to you.
YH: 2014 was really a fruitful year. I had interesting jobs, and I've finished
things seriously. (Laughs) I mainly interact with fans on Twitter. Then I
realized the Chinese fans' needs (who can't access Twitter easily), so I began
to use Weibo. When I post selfies, I upload to both Twitter and Weibo. Because
I use Chinese on weibo, I always refer to the Chinese dictionary. That's my
mandatory Chinese learning time.
CC: You finally release your first solo album this year. Since it's your
first, you must have a lot of thoughts!
YH: All newbies have the desire to meet challenges. When I first debuted,
I was totally fearless. Now as a member of CNBLUE, I've gained too much.
Re-starting from this point going to the basics, the burden is totally
different from before.
CC: The burden comes from responsibility?
YH: Right. Now the recordings have all finished, I have this sense of
relief. When I was writing the songs, I kept having strange dreams. An example:
I was chased by a lion. When I woke up, I was totally shocked to find traces of
my eating snacks during the night. I guessed I was asleep but I looked for
snacks. Maybe I was so empty in my subconscious. The thing is, I couldn't
remember a thing about that. This sense of burden only got relieved when all
the work had finished. Finally I could go back to my "easy" sleep
mode. (Laughs)
CC: Compared to working with members, working alone should feel different!
YH: When I was with the members, we understood each other with even just a
look. I felt relaxed, but had to consider their feelings as well. When I was
making music all by myself, I felt freer! With this freedom, I couldn't stop
changing things everywhere to the smallest details. I found my satisfaction
that way. During the working process, inevitably I became over-sensitive and
burdened. Maybe that's why I ate snacks without my knowing, when solving the
various problems all alone. (Laughs) But everyone has to be responsible for
one's work.
CC: You said you got inspirations for the last album having coffee in the
cafes in Hongdae. What about the source of inspiration this time?
YH: I watched a lot of movies. I didn't want to repeat things, but I
didn't want to feel forced in the creating process either. Everybody has
his/her limitations. It's not an easy thing to find attractive content every
time. When I was preparing the album, I saw the obsessiveness of a Blood Type A
person in me. No matter I was talking to people, having dinner, or even
showering, I had to write them down when good ideas popped up. (Laughs)
CC: You looked like a totally diligent student! Which websites do you visit
when you have a break?
YH: I always want to know what songs people are listening to, so I usually
browse Billboard and YouTube.
CC: Do you have special hobbies?
YH: I actually feel uncomfortable doing things unrelated to music. I will
think: What can I get from this? To others, hobbies can release pressure. But
to me, they waste time and increase my pressure instead.
CC: So you are the kind who finish work first and never procrastinate!
YH: Right. That's why a day feels too short to me. Though I try to sleep
more if I can, I have lots of work to finish when I'm awake.
CC: What's the most difficult part making this album?
YH: I thought I had to collaborate with other artists if I would ever
release a solo album. Through working with others, I found that "first
intention" I used to have. I finally realized, since a certain moment, I
began looking for a comfortable life. Reality does not allow that. Everybody
else were working on improvements in all the details. Why did I even wanted to
finish things up simply? Therefore I had a self reflection.
CC: Tell us something about the new album!
YH: The title track is called "One Fine Day". I've used new
musical instruments, and I paid particular attention to the mixing. with help
from YDH, YGD and Verbal Jint sunbaenims, it contains genres ranging from
hip-hop to rock to ballads. I focused more on love songs in the past and I
wanted change for this too.
CC: Looking at the new songs you will be releasing, you must be having a
great mood!
YH: All the songs are like my own children to me. Compared to other songs,
of course my own "children" look most beautiful! (Ceci: 真是十指连心的父母之心啊！Some proverb? Skipped translation)
Those ten fingers are all wearing golden rings, especially beautiful! (Laughs)
CC: What praises do you want to hear?
YH: "Each and every song sounds great! It's a well produced
album!" I would sleep so well if I could hear such praises. I would be
playing with my Maltese puppy in the countryside happily in the dream!
CC: How do you want to live after this?
YH: I'm 27 years old. Time knows no mercy. To avoid feeling remorse in the
future, I have to live a full life. Of course I don't mean "fighting"
meaninglessly. When I work for a mission, I should enjoy the process as well. I
take a nap, wake up and eat. Go to the office to work a bit and then go see a
movie. I enjoy a lot of great food. I go shopping to reward myself for working
hard too. Sometimes I take a walk by the Han River. After the promotion of this
album, I will rest and rest.
CC: Hope you will enjoy the coming Valentine's Day!
YH: When I was in school on Valentine's Day, I would look at the chocolate
filling up my desk space and complained, "How can I bring all these
home?" I pretended I didn't care to feed my pride. If I had a girlfriend
now, I would bring her to a fine dinner with steak and wine for a romantic
Valentine's Day! I'm always regretful at times like this.
"Success or failure is not important. Because I'm gathering
experience, now is the time I brush up myself. Writing music, acting and
singing, the happiness I get from those cannot be found from other things. I'll
keep walking this way. There will be this day, when I can be on the top!"
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